Disconnected Child

zOMG!!Jiiiiiiiiiiiin <333
He's so handsome <3
And yay~ Kame won't be alone *shot*

~~insane Jin-biased, I know~~

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thank you!
nah... the truth is there is another chibi Jin waiting for Kame so that means the one alone right now is this Jin, gomen ^_^; ~~I should make chibi Kazu for him, too~~ *palmface* (my room is going to be thick with chibi akame...lol)

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Eh? Hontou? <3 Poor Jin then XD
Sorry, I haven't been around LJ for a while now and I'm clueless to what's happening *shot* I should go see chibi!Jin XD

It's not a bad thing to have your room filled with akame rabu-rabu <3 (in the dorm where I live for now I have my Jin pillow and my Kame-chan turtle XD plus a huge poster/flag cu our six guys <3 good thing my room mates are ok XD)
Ok, I should stop blabbering *shot*

*HUG*

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I make chibi akame always as a pair (surprise lol *shot*)... now I just need to think up which chibi Kame would suit to this chibi Jin.

lol my dorm room is literally over-filled with KT/akame rabu rabu -->> http://gina84.livejournal.com/11949.html (this was at the beginning, now there are much more pics on the wall lol *crazy fangirl, needs to see them everywhere*) you can check it. My roommate has an unbelievable patience with me and my posters and music, too...

*hugs back*

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<3 You're lucky there's only the two of you in the room.... we're five >.< FIVE! *sigh* But at least the girls are they even like the music I listen to *shock*
Unfortunately I don't have so much space *sigh* I own the lower bed from the bunk bed (I sure hope this is the term >.< too tired, I guess). But I can hide there together with JinJin, Kame-chan, Ryo-chan, Chiyou-chan and Hoshi-kun XD (I'll post some photos soon with all of them XD) and my 'Yorokobi no Uta' poster/flag <3
*mutters to herself* I have to bring my Akame posters too

*hug*
(Sorry for the rant again *shot*)

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Yeah, I'm really happy we are only two in the room this year. Last year I shared a room with three other girls and most of the time they surely thought I'm crazy lol.
Now it only looks a bit strange when someone comes to visit us. Because once you open the door he first thing to see is big poster of Kame surrounded with many small pics of other guys.
And some two weeks ago we were sitting there with my roommate and our friend, chatting... and suddenly the friend looked up at the wall then down at me and asked if all the persons on the pics are boys... seriously, I didn't know what to say because questions like this are pretty ridiculous O.o

omg... you have a great company in your bed lol *shot* Can't wait to see it!!
And you should definitely bring as many akame posters as possible!!
*hugs*

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It happens to me all the time... to be asked if the ones in the photos or the one on my pillow (Jin <3) are guys >.< my reaction always is: *straight face* *raises eyebrow* duh! of course they are *rolls eyes* and then I'd tell them that yes, they look more feminine and the reason I love them :D

I'll post photos as soon as I get my hands on the camera *evil laughter*
*fangiling moment*Akameeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

hehe ^^
*HUG*

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andreecynthia.livejournal.com

so..adorable... :DDD

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norilys.livejournal.com

Awwwww~~ Too cute for words!!! You're such a chibi master already, my miracle girl!!

And I can't complain at you going crazy about Jin, if this is the result of it. I seriously love this chibi!Jin and all the others chibi!Jins you can do ^_^ I love Jin!! &hearts So I can't understand why you wanna get over him *pous*

Now rest a bit, ne~~? *hugs you tight*

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lol -->> chibi master ?? *giggles*

and no wonder that all Jin's fangirls are happy with all the chibi Jins all around, but right now it's more than hard for me to spend time watching his performances and looking at his pics (which is necessary if I want the chibi to look alike). I need to stop for a while, and maybe then I'll be okay again, I hope so.

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norilys.livejournal.com

But you are a chibi master!! *sticks her tongue out*

*blushes*

I enjoy all your chibis, I swear!! They're so cute and just pretty, I could stare at them forever xD So it doesn't matter what chibi you do, I love them all..!! But if it doesn't make you feel good, then you should give yourself a rest of it... And do whatever you feel like doing ^_^

*hugs*

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*HUGS*
Don't worry, I'll give you many many chibis to stare at them and spend the rest of your life doing nothing else lol I just need to stop making chibi Jin for a while. I still have one his chibi to post but I need to think up some awesome background for him (you know, it's Jin and he needs everything huge and shining ^_^ and if it's supposed to be kinda farawell party for him...I want him and everybody else to enjoy it)
~~if you so like the chibis maybe I should make you one lol~~
ne, have you read my last fic? *pouts* I'm waiting for your comment *hides herself for being a nagger*

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norilys.livejournal.com

Yes, yes, Jin needs big shinny things to go with his shinny self..!! *laughs* Biased much!? I don't think so... *laughs some more*

I'm kind of touched because you are still putting so much thought into that chibi!Jin even when you don't feel like seeing Jin too much. But still, you're putting your effort there as a farawell party for him and... Gosh, I love him so much, so it's impossible for me not to feel touched by that gesture... So thanks... a lot!! &hearts

~~I just squealed at the mere thought of it~~

*blushes* I have read it... Like twice... And always push the "post a new comment" botton and then stare at it for a couple of minutes. But for some reason, your words touched me so deeply inside, I swear, I can't bring myself to write anything coherent... I cried both times I read it, unable to run from all those feelings intermingled in a single story... I shouldn't be surprised, coming from my miracle girl, but I was taken aback by it... Sorry for making you wait at that... *blushes and bows*

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You know, above everything I feel towards Jin right now, I'm more than riven at the moment, and all those mixed emotions and feelings are confusing me and my mood is changing like in every minute. But no matter how sad I'm every time I look at him there is always this voice deep down in me telling me that I actually like him and wish him everything good. The last thing I want to do is to turn my back to him, of course not! It's just too much now.

~~ne, don't squeel, I kinda mean it~~ XD

Well, it took me two weeks to finish the fic, there were moments when I couldn't breathe, moments when I was seriously crying, moments when I was ready to delete the whole thing and forget I ever started writing it... because when I re-read the first part to be able to take up again, I realized, for the very first time since the news appeared back then a few months ago, I put my feelings into words. Most of what Kame thinks there is actually what I feel. And that is why I've been kinda sad those last few days.
Anyway.. what I'm trying to say... take your time with commenting, I can wait until you'll find the right words. Who else than me should know better how hard it can be. I was writing one not so long fic 14 days!
love you! <33

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akanishifan.livejournal.com

OMG VERY CUTE!

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bunny-alice.livejournal.com

Why do you have to get Jinjin out of your head??
I noticed you've been a little sad with him these last days... --"

Your chibi-Jin is cute as always!! I love the hoodies you make!! I can tell by my sweet chibi-Masuda! <3
btw, you want some ideas for new chibis... you know what I'd say, ne?? Maru and Tegomass!! XD

for Tegomass I'd suggest this pic: http://pics.livejournal.com/bunny_alice/pic/0005eez0/g87

or you could make only hoodie Masuda:
http://pics.livejournal.com/bunny_alice/pic/0005f17k/g48

or even better! you could make MaruMasu or NakaMa:
http://pics.livejournal.com/bunny_alice/pic/0005c89w/g27

I'd love to see all of them!! XDDDDDD

OK, I'll stop now...

Love u and miss u!! <3

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Miss you too sweety!! <33
lol why I'm not surprised with your chibi choices?? Massu with that colorful hoodie is soo sweet *needs to find colorful fabric* (I really love making hoodies lol) but my fav right now is MaruMasu - their hats are such a challenge ne? Though I told myself I should take a break from making hats (it's damn complicated in the chibi size O.o)

And, I've already finished Pinky!Jin, just need to wait for the best background ever lol
Nah, don't know why I'm still trying so much.. You know... Jin is literally driving me crazy last few days. I thought I was okay with him but then without any particular reason everything came back to me and I'm mad at him but at the same time I'm mad at myself for being mad at him O.o eh, does it even make a sense?? Anyway, I KNOW it's ridiculous now and I need to stop, that's why I need to stop thinking about him but seems all my efforts only make it worse...
Love you bunny! Only reading your comments and messages always makes me smile!! *hugs*

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Another amazing chibi doll. The clothes came out great and is that a necklace I see? I love all these little details that you add in ^^

Aww, I don't think you necessarily need to get Akanishi out of your head, maybe just think of him slightly differently.

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Yup, it's a necklace. I love details because it's fun to make them.... sometimes I wish someone made the dolls and then I would only add the details lol *shot* (just joking, I love everything about the dolls)
As for Jin... I tried everything, I tried to think about him in every possible way but it seems nothing works. Because no matter what I do or how I think about him it ends up with a chestpain. It's hard to explain since I myself don't quite understand it. It's strange because I've never been a big fan of him, for me it always has been Kame, and I was okay with everything what was going on until some two weeks ago. And since then I can't stop thinking of Jin and a part of me knows it was probably the best solution in the situation they happened to be.. but then there is a voice in my head that wishes to turn everything back to where it used to be...which is impossible and ridiculous and I'm going to hide myself now.........................

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Just going to add in that I'm partial to that MaruMassu pic that Bunny-chan posted above too ^_~

For a long time KT fan as yourself, I can understand the heartbreak of Jin's departure. By the time I became a fan, Jin was already pretty much out the door, so the transition from 6 to 5 was not as difficult for me. However, as I started to listen to KT's music more and more, I find that some of my favorite songs (like LOVE and RHODESIA) are ones in which Jin is the most prominent voice, or at least I notice his voice the most and I think overall the albums which Jin was a part of are better than the ones in which he wasn't. I think with more time though, it will become much more natural to not hear Jin's voice anymore in a KT song and KT will of course still sound great.

As for my own thoughts on Jin (I'm not a huge fan of him either), I think it's pretty admirable that he's taking the chance to follow his dreams, even though it is extremely difficult to break into the American music scene. He could have easily just stayed content with the success of KT but rather than be content with that I think he's trying to challenge himself and see what he could do further on his own. In JE's point of view, it seems that this was a decision that Jin made on his own and he has to bear with the consequences so instead of truly supporting him, in a way he's just getting thrown under a bus. If he becomes successful than great (At that point I'm sure JE won't hesitate to sing praises about him). If not, then they'll just wipe their hands clean and say that Jin did this to himself.

I think that both KT and Jin need a lot of support. I hope maybe this might help (if only a little) put Jin in a better light.

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lol bunny-chan and MaruMasu, she can't help it ^_^

I agree with everything you've written. Moreover I can't help it but think that Jin was a bit withdrawn since a long time ago, maybe even before their debut. I can imagine him being pretty much sick of the endless pretending how happy and carefree all the Juniors are all the time. And maybe he thought that debut could change that, that he could stop pretending but he was wrong. How I see it the whole JE is nothing but a huge hypocrisy.
And that's the worst of it, you know... that I DO understand why he did it, risking everything just to have a possibility to do what he wants and be who he wants to be, no more stupid costumes and so called funny scenes in various shows. Because I'm exactly like this. And I haven't realized it until I saw Jin pushing aside everybody and everything only to follow his dreams, having to make a choice I would do exactly the same. And that pretty much scares me.
He is not the bad one here for me, of course he is not. It's just that right now seeing him is like if I saw myself and I'm not sure whether I like what I see...
I'm surely not going to forget about him. Because no matter what I love his voice and I love his songs. I just need some space, a distance from everything concerning him. And at the same time it seems to be impossible to keep it. O.o

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I agree with you concerning JE. In a way, it is just a mass production of boy bands basically following the same sort of formula. It makes me wonder sometimes why I even came to love KT as much as I do now because they really are an exception rather then the norm that I'm used to being a fan of. But I'm having so much fun being their fan and being a part of the fandom that all that other stuff about JE doesn't really matter so much. I find that there are a lot of positive aspects too that outweigh the negative ones.

If I were in Jin's situation, I think I would do the opposite and take the "easier" route (well I sort of feel like that's what I'm doing now in real life) which is why I find it even more remarkable that he's doing what he's doing. You have your own reasons for doing the things that you do so don't beat yourself over what you may or may not do if you were in a similar situation to Jin.

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bellemelody.livejournal.com

I like it very much)) so cute)) that's amazing how you do chibi jin and kame))

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shion-westwood.livejournal.com

Soooooo cute!!! ♥
Chibi Jin looks pretty sexy in that second pic!! XD (Yes, I know it's a cute doll but there must be something wrong with me 'cause I even find chibi Jin sexy XDDD)
You're very skilled making chibis *O*
Looking forward to the reunion of chibi Akame so that
chibi Jin won't be alone anymore ^^

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lol... yeah, even chibis CAN be sexy, I know that.... when I made chibi Kame in kimono I was drooling over him for more than a week lol
Anyway.... thinking about sexy chibis.... I'm kinda curious how could chibi Hyde look like O.o????
But what we need now is a reunion of chibi Akame...

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shion-westwood.livejournal.com

XD hahaha glad I'm not the only one who thinks chibis are sexy XD If I had any special skill for making chibis I thing I would give it a try but I'm useless when it comes to handcrafts stuff XD chibi Kame in kimono is really sexy and cute at the same time *¬*
OMG chibi Hyde!! How would he look like?? I'm sure that I would find him really sexy too *¬* (overly biased towards Hyde XDD) Maybe chibi Hyde would have fun playing charade games with chibi Kame!! *O* The rounds probably wouldn't last long though XD concerning Kame and Hyde records from cartoon KAT-TUN XDDDDDD But yeah, what's more important and necessary now is chibi Akame reunion ^^

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bbabyhiirah.livejournal.com

Cute!!!!! And it's soo really look a like!!!

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shirayuki1582.livejournal.com

KYAAAAAAAAAAAA! He's so perfect!!!!! :D

*dead*

seriously... his hair is the same!! *obsessed with jin's new hair* and the cute tiny jeans you made for him are so adorable! his hoodie is super cute too!!! <3

chibi 1582!kame loves him already... so jinjin we look forward to hug you!

thank you darling... you DID make me smile today! *huggles*

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dori-liv.livejournal.com

how cute! and he even had a little sofa to sit on.
Chibi suggestions, my first answer will always be ryo hehe!

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If you ever feel like you want to make another kimono chibi, I just came across this pic (http://pics.livejournal.com/chuckles0505/pic/0002c5f0/g72) and well Bunny-chan and I would love to see a Maru kimono chibi ^_^

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lol
You and bunny-chan and Maru XDDDD
You two soo conspired against me LOL

I'm so sorry I spammed your f-page with so many chibi Akame lately -.-' I'll try to do my best not to forget about other guys because they deserve their own chibis as well!
And I think having all KT in kimonos would be great! Thanks for the pic. It's saved and ready to be used ^_^

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